Kiss me, say that you miss me
Tell me what I wanna hear, tell me you love me

Sometimes I wish for the big things, like money, a great car, a million dollar dress, a big house, a nice job. But sometimes I just wish for love.

I cryed like a baby, not because of any hard feelings but because I`ve missed you. For some reason you make me want to succeed and you made it fun to work. You made me feel good at the things I wanted to be good at.
I was never angry at you, not really, but you left. I understand why, I thing you did the right thing, but you still left.
I was thankfull for everything you thought me, and all the confidence you gave me, so I trusted you. That is not easy to do for anyone, especially not for me. Then, suddenly you where gone.
All the hard feelings I may have had, are now gone.

TTYL

I want to lie down and go to sleep
I want to leave my worries behind
Please let my day become night
Please just let my mind rest
Put me out, just for a while

You took all my love, my ability to feel. You took my heart and flew away. Now I can´t ever feel again, like I did for you. You were my first security, and you left me for good. I don´t know if I´ll ever feel again like I did for you, but I´m not yet ready for it. And it´s you´re fault.

When I say thanks you say that I´ve done all the work myself, I should thank myself. But the thing is, without you I wouldn´t have done this. You gave me goels to reatch, you made me want to be on top! Without you I wouldn´t have bothered trying. You made it fun and you made it worth fighting for. So - Thank you!

It´s so unfair. You shouldn´t have to go. Should be the other way around. I will miss you - you can´t believe how much..

You´ve helped me, alote! And now you´ll leave... I know I will make it without you, but it wount be as much fun as it was with you. Thank you for believing in me! I will miss you <3

You sayed:
"Anywhere you are, I am near
Anywhere you go, I'll be there
Anytime you whisper my name, you'll see
How every single promise I keep
Cuz what kind of guy would I be
If I was to leave when you need me most"

But no, you´re not near
You didn´t kept what you promised
And you left when I needed you most

So, What are words
If you really don't mean them
What are words
If they're only for good times
Those words, They never go away
They live on, even if you're gone

In your eyes I was good enough
In your eyes I was beautiful
In your arms I was wanted
In your arms I was secure
In your heart I was loved
But what you never got, was that
In my eyes you were good enough
and In my eyes you were beautiful

I'm tired of being what you want me to be
Feeling so faithless, lost under the surface
Don't know what you're expecting of me
Put under the pressure of walking in your shoes
Every step that I take is another mistake to you

I've become so numb, I can't feel you there
Become so tired, so much more aware
I'm becoming this, all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you

Can't you see that you're smothering me,
Holding too tightly, afraid to lose control?
'Cause everything that you thought I would be
Has fallen apart right in front of you.
Every step that I take is another mistake to you.
And every second I waste is more than I can take.

And I know
I may end up failing too.
But I know
You were just like me with someone disappointed in you.

I´ve been in love ones. It was wonderful. I´ve never been so happy for anything in my entire life, but I have never been so hurt ether. I would love to feel that wonderful feeling again, but I don´t want to risk to be hurt like that again. So I woun´t. I´ve been in love ones, that´s enough - never again.
I got hurt, I became weak and vulnerable. I don´t want to be like that.
He died, and my will of love with him.

I´ve had a great day with summer. I feel good, I´m not jealous I don´t feel anything, except something good. I don´t know what it´s called, but It feels nice! I think happy <3

"I will fight til forever
Whenever you knock me down, I will not stay on the ground"

"Give me an inch
I promise I'll take them miled
Danger is beauty
I'll face it with a smile

I'm on a mission
With no restrictions
Don't second guess myself
I'm born to be wild

I'm the type of chick
That likes to rock the beat
I'm the kind of chick
That knocks you off your feet

Step on the breaks
Then I'mma step on the gas
I am a rebel
But I do it with class
I set the boundaries
The rules don't own me
I'm living life on the edge,
I choose my path

I feel like I can take over the world
If only I get my dreams out
Pull gold from my soul
Pull diamonds from my heart
It's that new girl thinking and this song is just the start!"

..the good girls are home with broken hearts
And Im free free fallin' fallin

Today, is a wonderful day! Everything is going my way and I love life. Dreams really do come true!