After 4 months I found the necklace! You always wore yours and ever since you came to the hospital, I´ve been locking for mine! Today I found it :)
I love you I miss you <3

Sometimes prying's just not good
Cause you don't see me like I wish you could anymore...

Sometimes I miss you, but sometimes I just think about you and smile. I smile right now. Because you where and still is beautiful!

I will always remember you. And now it´s finished - what I made for you. The shirt I´ve made, with your tatoo on it. It went out very good if I say so myself .. :)  I think you would like it..!




Your tatoo on the shirt I made. <3

I gave you my heart
straight out, hmm that´s my bad habit
It´s takes time, and I think I know
What we did wrong, passioned
but uncontroled, ha, idiots!

And I just want to feel how it feels
remember and be consistent
The times we had, thoughts and ideas
The smell of the back of your neck, kisses and laughters
the last time we shared a spliff at the balcony
stayed up all night

And I remember when I felt useless
You said
It´ll work, it has to work
somewhere is our place
The only one that has taking up my thoughts
24/7.. Baby
And I thought I should me safe
I love you
Though I hardly knew what the worlds ment
It takes time to go further after a relationship like that
It´s sick that you can feel that passion

He was the best, but will never come back..
He´s, flying away like a paperplan

I love you, so maby maby maby we´ll meet again!

Even if I hate to edmit it, there are times that I want someone. Someone who says he loves me even when I know I don´t deserve it. Like now... I want someone who takes his arms around me and don´t let go until I feel fine again. I am not usally not like this, usally I feel fine on my own. But you made me different. You made me aware of that love can be wonderful. You gave me love!
Right now - I would give a milion dollars for someone to look into my eyes, like you did, and tell me I´m beautiful. I need a hug from someone who loves me ... I need you to gome back!

We had a fight, you cried and ran away
Now it’s late, 4am, can’t reach you
If I could turn back time and make you stay
Maybe then I would still be near you

You’re out of my life, it cuts me like a knife
I’m wounded and it hurts, it hurts, it hurts
Since I can’t tell you
You’re out of my life, but did you have to die?
And now it’s too late, too late, too late to say I’m sorry

It’s taken me across the universe
You were there when I was hurtful
And suddenly, one day you left this world
Now I’m lost, on my own, it’s over

You’re out of my life, it cuts me like a knife
I’m wounded and it hurts, it hurts, it hurts
Since I can’t tell you
You’re out of my life, but did you have to die?
And now it’s too late, too late, too late to say I’m sorry

You’re out of my life, it cuts me like a knife
I’m wounded and it hurts, it hurts, it hurts
Since I can’t tell you
You’re out of my life, but did you have to die?
And now it’s too late, too late, too late to say I’m sorry

You’re out of my life…
It hurts, it hurts, it hurts
Since I can’t tell you
sorry

Almost every day I find out something... Something that means that you lied. I´m afraid that one day find out that your whole love was fake. That everything had a reason and that it was composed with lies and words you knew I wanted to hear. All I want today is answers. But I´ll never get them and I have no idea what I can do about that... You are gone and can´t account for the things you said and did. I don´t know where it all shell stop..!

The heart that would be yours some how, now slowly turns into ice.

It´s always times like these, when I think of you and i wonder if you ever think of me
Couse everyting´s so wrong and I don´t belong living in your precious memory
Couse I still need you and I still miss you
And now I wonder if I could fall into the sky, do you think time would pass me by?
Couse you know I´d walk a thousand miles if I could just see you tonight

I'm in  my bed, trying to sleep. I'm thinking about love.. I'm not in love and I wouldn't want to be eather. It sounds strange but I think it's more importent to be impulsive and do what ever falls in to you, instead of being bound to one person. I know that isn't how you feel it when you are in love - then you just wants tol be with that one person. But i'm not one of those people who likes, being in love. I want to be free to do what ever gets to me and be weard sometimes. Me myself, I am the most importent person in my life, others makes it so much more ful, but without myself - my life would be nothing. It's the same with you! Take care of yourself and love yourself, after that - you can give others what they deserve - true love. My favorit love is frendship .. :)

Wherever you are
Can you embrace me?
Baby, fly to me - I want you to see
It rained today, and I want to thank you for that
The rain will always fall, in time and eternity

It dosn´t hurt when I think about you Because you are a beautiful thought
But it hurts when I think about where you are..
It feels like i´ve lost you, because I can´t feel you around me anymore
That makes me more and more afraid of death!
I don´t know what I shall believe... Life after death
I don´t think I believe in that...!
But where are you?



Even if you´re gone, you´ve made a mark. And that mark, will never die! <3