Our love is like a song, I can´t forget it
We where ones so strong
I woun´t forget, please don´t forget
Our love is like a song, but you woun´t sing along.

When I allow myself to feel, it hits me - I remember everything. Your hands, the way so smelled and the way your skin feelt, I remember it all. When I remember this, it feels unreal, it feels like you´ve never left, I can´t understand that you´re gone. It´s almost a year ago, but still sometimes I can´t understand that you are really gone.
This is the reason I don´t want to talk about it, and avoid to even think about it. It feels like a hammers hitting my heart.