The emptyness and the loss is taking over where the fear was yestarday. I miss to not have the possibility to call you now when I´ve finaly let go of my ihnibitions, that made me not call you. I have realized somethings and learn so much more:
- I still love you and if you wake up, i will never let you go again!
- Take every day for what it is, hold on to the ones you know you love, and forgett the thought "No it´s his turn to call me!"

A baby be born, an old man die, that´s natural... But I can´t understand the meaning with a young man die. And because I don´t see that reason, it makes me still believe that the destiny can change! If many people gives their love at the same time, that can bring life back to earth. ...That´s way, I´ll go to church tomorrow.