Flush forward please?
What have I´ve become? Do I want people to feel sorry for me?! No! I want to be that strong girl that I ones were! The one who everybody could lean on, and trust. The best friend who were always strong and happy. But what am I now? - Just the one I don´t want to be!
I want to have another life, like every actor does, so I can escape when theese feelings takes me over!
Or even better, I want to move! Start all over, from the scratch! Descover a new place, new people and another me! I want to grow up, and move to NewYork, I want my life to flush a little forward. I want another chance, because I can´t find my way back out from this one!
Something is different this time and I don´t know what it is! I´ve become the desperate girl that I promised myself I would never be! I do things that makes me weak, things that I can´t control. I really am sorry for doing all this, it´s not your fault, I just lost myself somewere in your love. And because that love doesn´t exist anymore - my mind doesn´t either.
I want to have another life, like every actor does, so I can escape when theese feelings takes me over!
Or even better, I want to move! Start all over, from the scratch! Descover a new place, new people and another me! I want to grow up, and move to NewYork, I want my life to flush a little forward. I want another chance, because I can´t find my way back out from this one!
Something is different this time and I don´t know what it is! I´ve become the desperate girl that I promised myself I would never be! I do things that makes me weak, things that I can´t control. I really am sorry for doing all this, it´s not your fault, I just lost myself somewere in your love. And because that love doesn´t exist anymore - my mind doesn´t either.
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Postat av: CyberFriend
Life is up and down.
The important thing is to remember the different states in life you go through - emotions, happenings, people...
Just like in sports - the important thing is that for every setback you learn something, and as life goes on you raise your lowest point everytime you experience sometning bad. At times it seemes that there is no lowest point - just an endless hole - but kling on to the people that really cares and you will come out a stronger person.
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