I thought I could let this all go away .. I thought I´d found my strength again. Because I ones had it, I remember when I saw theese things as a piece of cake. But now..? I was on my way, I havn´t been thinking about you at all for two weeks. But tonight, I don´t know what happend. I just had to see you, I got this feeling that I was falling, and I didn´t knew if I would be able to stop it before I´d hit the ground. It took two best friends and one kick, before I could make my way home. I don´t know what´s wrong with me, I´ve thrown up, cryed and screamed. It feels like I have a hole in my stomach, and I can´t repair it. I don´t know why now, why at all. I just know that something´s missing. You have a life, and I don´t want to destroy that, but right now, mine is up-side-down. You meen more to me right now then I do to you. I can´t help it. I just need you, one last time.