"Only the good die young"

Someone said in a movie: "Now I realize, he already knew his destiny and what was going to happen. Maby I was his miracle. Maby God sent me to him to make the last months of his life a little better. Maby I was suppose to give love and a great last time. Maby this was meant to be, just like this. Maby God planed it all and gave me an experience and something to feel great about. Because I know what I meant to him. I know what I gave and how much that meant. Maby God had a plan, for both of us?"

But that doesn´t meen this feels any better. Or at least it didn´t.. Today I´m fine, but back than it was hard. I couldn´t see what good would come out of it. Maby it´s like everybody says "time heals everything." I´m heald, but I still miss you. I do know what it meant. But I still don´t know what I was suppose to learn. Did God wanted me to realize that real love do exist, or does it meen that love existed? I had it, now I´ll live my life without it? I´ve had my love, and it was great, but now he´s gone?