I know what I have to do. I know I´ll have to learn how to go on... But right now, I can´t. I miss you and I want ous to be like we were. Usually I would be happy by now and joke around, but I´m not. Tonight I´m staying home, I don´t want to go out. If everything would be normal, I would think about someone else right now ... I would think about him and the way he sings and the way he smiles. But I don´t. All I can think about is you. I can´t go on, because I am still in love with you. It´s terrible, because I´m not myself. I´ve never been like this, in love for to long. But I don´t know what I can do to feel better. I want to talk to you but I think I´ve done that enough. You know everything and I have nothing more to tell you. The only thing I havn´t done, is to cry and beg.
But i won´t do that! That is to go far!
If I would ever do that, that proves I´ve simple lost it. If I ever do that, put me into a hospital!
But that doesn´t feel to far away ... 


Even if you were a million miles away
I could still feel you in my bed
near me, touch me, feel me
And even in the bottom of the sea
I can still hear inside my head
Telling me, touch me, feel me

Have you ever tried sleeping with a broken heart?
Well you can try sleeping in my bed
Lonely, only, nobody ever shut it down like you
You wore the crown, you make my body feel heaven-bound
Why don’t you hold me, need me, I thought you told me
You’d never leave me