You said, "I would do anything to be able to call you my girlfriend!"
Then you made me love you, just by a moment, I was there. I thought it would be a lot harder, but it didn´t take me long, to fall in love with you. Now I can´t find my way back...
I don´t know what happend. I don´t know why you suddenly changed you mind about what you wanted to call me. I still don´t know what happend..! All I know is that I miss what could have been.
I know there´s a big diffentens between you and me. We pretty much don´t have the same friends and I would simpley say we are very different, ubviously. But still I was, and still am, in love with you.
There were something special about you. When there was a "you and me" I thought it was right. Something between us feelt very ment to be. But I guess I was wrong ... I guess I´m holding on to what I hoped for. I think I love someone who isn´t there. Someone who lost himself somewhere between summer and fall.
I´m now starting to believe in what you said. Maby you where telling me the truth?
Maby, you thought you were ready, but you got scared? Maby you tried and wanted everything you told me, but I got to close? Maby you were just not ready? Just like you said ....

Even if I´ve got that into my head by now, the pain doesn´t go away. I still love you just as much. I love the wrong person, to bad for me. I should never had released my barriers, not for you, you were not ready, you were to young.