If that guy's got into your blood
Go out and get him
Here's the thing to do
Tell him, tell him, tell him, tell him right now

I don´t know if it´s good luck or bad luck... Even if these two things goes under the same category, they are very different to eatch other. It´s impossible to compare them. Even if they are called the same in words, they are so different in feelings! I can´t explain them in words, I just go after my feelings. Even if I don´t really want to, I often compaire them... But I really don´t want to admit that, because that just makes me feel bad. I love them both, even if it´s hard sometimes ...

I´ve said so much, just to protect my real feeings! It has been easier to write, about how my whole heart was taken away, with you. It was easier to convince myself of, that was the truth. It was easier to pretend that I was someone without serious feelings. That IS easier than face the truth. You are no longer here, I can´t escape that fact anymore. But for the time I´ve escapet the truth, I have found a new one. A better truth, than the one about you, beeing gone. You where an amazing love, but you went away and I can´t live in your memory any more.
I have found someone who has been there all of the time and who I know will stay in my life, even if we break up. You didn´t.
I will always remember you, but I will go one. Because I deserve to be happy!
I love you

My heart is closed
It stays alive  By chasing a ghost
All of the times  I held you close to me
What if I´d know  How short it would be
All the love that you left behind
Keeps on livin´ inside my mind

Baby, I guess it´s time to let you go
Though deep inside this feeling grows
That so much was left unsaid
Left undone but now instead
Time has come to let you go

Another year  Another start
I´m not alone
Still lonely at heart
As time goes by
I´m sure I´ll find a way
To keep the tears  A heartbeat away
All the questions you left behind
Keeps repeating inside my mind

The things that made me love you so
Your smile, your tears
That´s what I fear

After 4 months I found the necklace! You always wore yours and ever since you came to the hospital, I´ve been locking for mine! Today I found it :)
I love you I miss you <3

Sometimes prying's just not good
Cause you don't see me like I wish you could anymore...

Sometimes I miss you, but sometimes I just think about you and smile. I smile right now. Because you where and still is beautiful!

I will always remember you. And now it´s finished - what I made for you. The shirt I´ve made, with your tatoo on it. It went out very good if I say so myself .. :)  I think you would like it..!




Your tatoo on the shirt I made. <3

I gave you my heart
straight out, hmm that´s my bad habit
It´s takes time, and I think I know
What we did wrong, passioned
but uncontroled, ha, idiots!

And I just want to feel how it feels
remember and be consistent
The times we had, thoughts and ideas
The smell of the back of your neck, kisses and laughters
the last time we shared a spliff at the balcony
stayed up all night

And I remember when I felt useless
You said
It´ll work, it has to work
somewhere is our place
The only one that has taking up my thoughts
24/7.. Baby
And I thought I should me safe
I love you
Though I hardly knew what the worlds ment
It takes time to go further after a relationship like that
It´s sick that you can feel that passion

He was the best, but will never come back..
He´s, flying away like a paperplan

I love you, so maby maby maby we´ll meet again!

Even if I hate to edmit it, there are times that I want someone. Someone who says he loves me even when I know I don´t deserve it. Like now... I want someone who takes his arms around me and don´t let go until I feel fine again. I am not usally not like this, usally I feel fine on my own. But you made me different. You made me aware of that love can be wonderful. You gave me love!
Right now - I would give a milion dollars for someone to look into my eyes, like you did, and tell me I´m beautiful. I need a hug from someone who loves me ... I need you to gome back!

We had a fight, you cried and ran away
Now it’s late, 4am, can’t reach you
If I could turn back time and make you stay
Maybe then I would still be near you

You’re out of my life, it cuts me like a knife
I’m wounded and it hurts, it hurts, it hurts
Since I can’t tell you
You’re out of my life, but did you have to die?
And now it’s too late, too late, too late to say I’m sorry

It’s taken me across the universe
You were there when I was hurtful
And suddenly, one day you left this world
Now I’m lost, on my own, it’s over

You’re out of my life, it cuts me like a knife
I’m wounded and it hurts, it hurts, it hurts
Since I can’t tell you
You’re out of my life, but did you have to die?
And now it’s too late, too late, too late to say I’m sorry

You’re out of my life, it cuts me like a knife
I’m wounded and it hurts, it hurts, it hurts
Since I can’t tell you
You’re out of my life, but did you have to die?
And now it’s too late, too late, too late to say I’m sorry

You’re out of my life…
It hurts, it hurts, it hurts
Since I can’t tell you
sorry

Almost every day I find out something... Something that means that you lied. I´m afraid that one day find out that your whole love was fake. That everything had a reason and that it was composed with lies and words you knew I wanted to hear. All I want today is answers. But I´ll never get them and I have no idea what I can do about that... You are gone and can´t account for the things you said and did. I don´t know where it all shell stop..!

The heart that would be yours some how, now slowly turns into ice.

It´s always times like these, when I think of you and i wonder if you ever think of me
Couse everyting´s so wrong and I don´t belong living in your precious memory
Couse I still need you and I still miss you
And now I wonder if I could fall into the sky, do you think time would pass me by?
Couse you know I´d walk a thousand miles if I could just see you tonight

I'm in  my bed, trying to sleep. I'm thinking about love.. I'm not in love and I wouldn't want to be eather. It sounds strange but I think it's more importent to be impulsive and do what ever falls in to you, instead of being bound to one person. I know that isn't how you feel it when you are in love - then you just wants tol be with that one person. But i'm not one of those people who likes, being in love. I want to be free to do what ever gets to me and be weard sometimes. Me myself, I am the most importent person in my life, others makes it so much more ful, but without myself - my life would be nothing. It's the same with you! Take care of yourself and love yourself, after that - you can give others what they deserve - true love. My favorit love is frendship .. :)

Wherever you are
Can you embrace me?
Baby, fly to me - I want you to see
It rained today, and I want to thank you for that
The rain will always fall, in time and eternity

It dosn´t hurt when I think about you Because you are a beautiful thought
But it hurts when I think about where you are..
It feels like i´ve lost you, because I can´t feel you around me anymore
That makes me more and more afraid of death!
I don´t know what I shall believe... Life after death
I don´t think I believe in that...!
But where are you?



Even if you´re gone, you´ve made a mark. And that mark, will never die! <3

(8)Love isn´t inside of me anymore..(8) He went to heaven and left me with beautiful memorys. But I´m happy for what he gave me! ..And finally, I can see bright at the future. I believe that I can be happy and reach what I dream of. He was the love of my life and I don´t think I could ever love someone like that again. I have had the wonderful lovestory and I´m happy with that. Life has so much more to offer then love, and those are the things I want to experience..
This isn´t a "sad" text, it´s about something divine! I can go one, with a thousand beutiful memorys and still believe in happyness. When he made me take the step to believe in love, I thought i´d be burned because of it. But it was so peaceful and I loved, beeing in love. But everything comes to an end... He is gone, but i´m not. I am right back to where I started, but without the love.
I have had the love ones, that is absolute enough. There are people who never falls in love!
But just to clear two things up! First, what happend, isn´t the reson I´m giving up, searching for love. The reson is simply that I have had enough of it. At least for now.. Second, I´m not saying i´m giving it up forever, but for now.. I live my life and do what I want to do! So wonderful!!! <3
With LOVE from me to you ;)

you´re dreaming about something nice
I can see you´re smiling
but if you were awake, i´d give you
everything I never gave you
but hey, I give you my morning
I give you my day
I give you everything I have
left



I will always remember you. You will live with me, by my side and in my heart. My life will go on... I will keep you with you, but instead of drown in my own sorrow, I will live my life for you. Fight for, that one day, reach the happynes you never got. You will feel it, through me. I will give you everything i have, left.

I remember how to smile!! It makes me happy that I can still put a kick as song on, and dance to it like a fool! I can still have fun! This week has been a wery good one! Barcelona - shopping whit mom. And then a few days - skiing with the best people in the world!! <3  Thaks for the days with you all, it was exactly what I needed! I love you.

I'd give my all to have
just one more night with you
I'd risk my life to feel
your body next to mine
Cause I can't go on
living in the memory of our song
I'd give my all for your love tonight

Baby can you feel me
imagining I'm looking in your eyes
I can see you clearly, vividly
Emblazoned in my mind
and yet you're just so far, like a distant star I'm wishing on tonight

A hand above the water
An angel reaching for the sky
Is it raining in heaven -
Do you want us to cry?
And everywhere the broken-hearted
On every lonely avenue
No-one could reach them
No-one but you

One by one
Only the Good die young
They're only flying too close to the sun
And life goes on -
Without you...

Another Tricky Situation
I get to drownin' in the Blues
And I find myself thinkin'
Well - what would you do?
Yes! - it was such an operation
Forever paying every due
Hell, you made a sensation
You found a way through

One by one
Only the Good die young
They're only flyin' too close to the sun
We'll remember -
Forever...

And now the party must be over
I guess we'll never understand
The sense of your leaving
Was in the way it was planned...
So we grace another table
And raise our glasses one more time
There's a face at the window
And i aint never, never saying goodbye...

One by one
Only the Good die young
They're only flyin' too close to the sun
Cryin' for nothing
Cryin' for no-one
No-one but you