I don´t know

I don´t know what I´ve done. What makes you hate me? What have I´ve done to you, that´s so bad for you to delete me? Just tell me that

Delete me

You stopped calling me, you stopped talking to me. You delete me as a friend on facebook. What have I´ve done to deserve that? As far as I´m consurned, you were the one, leaving me. Why? What have I´ve done to make you delete me as your friend?

#!(]}"@&¤½/

I knew it! I knew this would happen! And I DON`T like it ... I miss him, fuck.

The Fifaking

Yes. You are so beautiful, I don´t know what to say, and that usually means something good. I like you very much! <3

I'm a puzzle yes indeed
Ever complex in every way
And all the pieces aren't even in the box
And yet, you see the picture clear as day


What is this?!

This was absolutley not what I planed!! All I wanted was to have some fun and just do whatever I could. I had fun, all summer long, but now! What the fuck is this? I feel things for someone. Like, what happend there? I had a plan, I had something I wanted and something I chased after. But now, who is this? Where did you come from? You´re just here and I have no idea from where you came. I don´t know that I want, because this came really fast. And sadly, I can´t accept it. I don´t know if I can give my planes up, sorry but I don´t know ... I like you and I could even love you one day. But what about my wishes, what about my hantings?
You are so beautiful and you have given me a new picture - your face

The pictures are missing...

With my last texts, there have´nt been any pictures. The pictures are all in my head ... Would you want to make them real?


Shell I send?

68 27 566326 7588 72, 627 752 84 568552 ?

If I had you

In two days, this is over.. I would love it to go on for at least another week, but everything comes to an end.. But now, as it´s coming closer, my hunting gets less exciting. I still want what I´ve wanted theese past few weeks, but not as much. But I´ll tell you, it still IS still exciting when I see or think about him!!! Okey, I give up, I still want it! I can´t stop thinking about it and I can´t wait, til I´m allowed make it reality!


There's a thin line 'tween the dark side and the light side
But If I had you, life would be a party it'd be ecstasy
Yeah, if I had you


No, no, no, no, No!

I am not going to be serious! I am not! This is ridiculous!
It was supose to be something fun to chase after for a while. I was doing it without feelings, that´s how I want it! Get yourself together! Don´t be a fool, and drop the line!
What is this?!

The person, I am!

I like to present myself as someone who enjoys every minute of life. I want to look like someone who sees everything in bright colours and just goes through life with a big smile on my face! I want to bee someone who don´t take everything so serious, and just takes problems as they comes. I think I´ve maneged to give some people that picture of me, but who am I kidding? Noone can always just be happy.. But one thing I´ll tell you! Theese past few weeks, with the comfirmation group, have actioly made me that person. At least for this time. I have been happy all the time and I have enjoyed every day! I like beeing with you and I can´t wait until saturday night! :D I like you all and I love spending time with you! You are a group of so different people, and you are all very special! I like you, and I hope this summers end, have been just as great for you as it has to me! :)

The simple need?

Know there´s a dirty word,
Never gonna say it first,
It´s just a thought that "never" crosses my mind.
S is for the simple need.
E is for the ecstasy.
X is just to mark the spot,
Because that's the one you really want.


Photo: Sofia Dellve

"In my dreams" kind of dream ...



I don't know what you've done to me,
But I know this much is true:
I wanna do bad things with you.

...and I like it

For now, I change track. For a month, i´ll just have fun!!

I´m gonna give you what you like
Shawty wanna ride
I ain´t gonna play you
I just wanna have some fun
You know I´m the one
I´m full of love, full of passion
Stop asking
Stop thinking

I am not allowed to, and I won´t do anything (I promise.)

But yet, the forbidden is so much more exciting!
(He wakes the devil inside of me, and I like it!)

Friendship

28 July - six months

I´ve had so much fun these past few days, but I still wish that I could tell it all to you. Sometimes, my wall breaks and I can´t fight the tears. When that happend a few days ago, there were people there who stood by me. Thank you for that! I am usually pretty strong and I´ve learned how to push the wall so it wount break to often. But then it does, it gets bad. I try to hide it as much as I can, but you should know that it helps, a lot, when you all stand there by my side. You are always there for me and I feel your support!
We have been through this together and we support eatch other, and that is friendship!

Pride's like a knife it can cut deep inside
My world was shattered I was torn apart
Like someone took a knife and drove it deep in my heart
You walked out that door I swore that I didn't care
But I lost everything darling then and there
Too strong to tell you I was sorry
Too proud to tell you I was wrong


New people

I don´t know who I´m trying to kide. Why can´t I just let it all out and show the side of myself the one person really loved? Simple, that´s a side that belongs to that someone. But anyway... The things that were hard to talk about, was you. The things that are going on right now, thoose are the fun ones. I like or I could say love, what´s going on with me right now. You where the special one, and you will always be, but I love my life more than your memory. I will always love you and remember you, but I will get my feet back on the ground. And for the first time I can say that I have meet pepole who I know, can help me with that!

Here it goes again?

When something is wrong, the worst thing about it is the feeling you get, just before the storm breaks out. I´ve had that feeling a couple of times before. And I can just tell - here it goes again.

I wonder if I ever cross your mind, for me it happens all the time




Picture perfect memories,
Scattered all around the floor.
Reaching for the phone cause, I can’t fight it any more.
And I wonder if I ever cross your mind.
For me it happens all the time.

It’s a quarter after one, I’m all alone and I need you now.
Said I wouldn’t come but I lost all control and I need you now.
And I don’t know how I can do without, I just need you now.

Another shot of whiskey, can’t stop looking at the door.

Wishing you’d come sweeping in the way you did before.
And I wonder if I ever cross your mind.
For me it happens all the time.

It’s a quarter after one, I’m a little drunk,
And I need you now.
Said I wouldn’t call but I lost all control and I need you now.
And I don’t know how I can do without, I just need you now.

Yes I’d rather hurt than feel nothing at all.
It’s a quarter after one, I’m all alone and I need you now.
And I said I wouldn’t call but I’m a little drunk and I need you now.
And I don’t know how I can do without, I just need you now.
I just need you now.
Oh baby I need you now.

It´s my dream

What do you need, to be happy?
If you have something that you want, that you think would make you the happiest person in the whole world, and then you look at someone who´s got that, that person may not be as happy as you think he or she should. You always want what you don´t have and even if you get it, you´ll find something else you want. People can never settle, never be happy and appriciate what they have. They always want something more, something they don´t have. And that may be the meaning of life - to fight for the things you want.
I appreciate a lot of things that I have, but of course there are a million things I want that I don´t have!
But there is one thing. One thing that I am willing to fight for and take risks for. Something I dream about and are longing for. One thing that will make me keep going and beliving in myself. One thing that´s depending on me and what choices I make, one thing that I don´t need someone else to help me make it all real. One thing that I will have as my sight, and I am ready to fight for that, until I get it. It´s my dream.. And I know I will get there one day! You´ll see

Everything, to make you stay

What hurts the most
Was being so close
And havin' so much to say
And watchin' you walk away
 I know if I could do it all over
I would trade, give away all the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken

I tried to bee enough, a reason big enough for you to stay... I can say I did what I could and what was in my power to do. But how ever I turn the words around, it wasn´t enough. Becuse you arn´t here and I can´t make you come back. I wanted to be your reson to happiness and your reson to live your life, I tried my very best, but if it would make youre chouse different, I could have done more. Everything, to make you stay.


Word of today

It´s so hard to talk about it.
Sure, I notice sometimes that someone friendly puts an arm above my shoulders,
but I turn and leave.
The friendly quastions from their eyes, about how I feel, I don´t answer.
It´s hard to babble along in the daily conversations
And the serious ones, I can´t handle
I am quiet
The pain is bigger then I can carry.

Let me cry, one last time, Lord.

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