The dream
The past will always me the past
But my future will always be my dreams
The dreams that I aim for and lean on
I want my dreams to become real, I want them to one day be my life
I want resault for the work I´m doing
But I don´t know if I will get there, how do I know I´m strong enough?
How do I know I´ll have what it takes to make it real?
I want it and I´ll fight for it!
I just wish I could get more than one chance to succeed...
It´s the dream
It´s everything I want out of my life
What if I´ll fail?
Bad girl?
There´s a difference between a dream and a fantasy. A dream´s something that you fight to make real, but a fantasy is just a fantasy that stays in your head. It´s a very small chance it´ll become reallity, but the knowing of that it could, makes at least me very jittery.
I have a very typical fantasy, it´s a very small chance it´ll come true, but it makes me very jittery.
I have a very typical fantasy, it´s a very small chance it´ll come true, but it makes me very jittery.
A friend of mine
I have no other feelings for him than "friendly" ones, but I´ll say - he´s the best guy - every category!
Now he´s got a girl. No hard feelings, but something bothers me. She hasn´t done anything wrong to me, she is cute and I´m sure she´s nice, but why you? I don´t know If you understand this´s about you, but you are really the best! If you are happy with her, I´m happy for you.
But some how, It´s hard to accept. I don´t know her like you do, so I´ll have to trust you.
But just so you know, you deserve the best you can get. If she is that one, congratz man <3
Now he´s got a girl. No hard feelings, but something bothers me. She hasn´t done anything wrong to me, she is cute and I´m sure she´s nice, but why you? I don´t know If you understand this´s about you, but you are really the best! If you are happy with her, I´m happy for you.
But some how, It´s hard to accept. I don´t know her like you do, so I´ll have to trust you.
But just so you know, you deserve the best you can get. If she is that one, congratz man <3
You could love me
I am beautiful, I smile all the time, People look after when I pass them.
I´m the best girl you could ever get!
Why don´t you want me? I´m to good for you?
I´m beautiful, You told me I had "That famous it"
If you knew me better, If you meet my friends, you could be a part of my life.
You could have got everything you said you wanted.
You will never find someone who´s better than me. No one´ll be better!
I want you, you should be proud! You should love me! You could love me!
You said you wasn´t in love with me anymore, what happend?
You let me down, I trusted you and you knew that!
You knew that I let myself love you, even thought I didn´t wanted to.
You hurt me so much.
I became her
What does it take for you to miss me? I think about you some times, and I think you know that I do. But what about you? Do you ever think about me, do you miss us or do you just think I hang on to it - to much? Do you ever miss us or do you want me to dissapear entirely out of your life? I want to see you and ask you something, I want to tell you the truth and I want you to understand what this is all about. I don´t know if you realize why I´m doing this.
You are beautiful, I know why I was in love with you and I miss what I thought we had. I never thought I could be like this, I have never been the kind a girl who likes beeing in a relationship... But with you I became her. When I think about you I miss something I feelt for you. Your eyes and the things you told me, I knew it was for real, you would never let me down. But you did .. And now, I want to fight for something I know never will come back. I want to belive it will, but I know I wount. If you read this, please just call me, I need you and like I said, it´ll be for one last time!
Please just call me back. I want you to.I
You are beautiful, I know why I was in love with you and I miss what I thought we had. I never thought I could be like this, I have never been the kind a girl who likes beeing in a relationship... But with you I became her. When I think about you I miss something I feelt for you. Your eyes and the things you told me, I knew it was for real, you would never let me down. But you did .. And now, I want to fight for something I know never will come back. I want to belive it will, but I know I wount. If you read this, please just call me, I need you and like I said, it´ll be for one last time!
Please just call me back. I want you to.I
Can you hear me?
I´ll go to the back
I´m leaving. I need to get away from this town. I just have to!
So tomorrow I´ll go to our capital - since we´re Swedens front, I´ll go to the back. But I doubt I´t can be worse than it is here...
I can´t deal with everything right now, I need a long weekend away from this place. I´ve changed my hair, it wasn´t enough - so I´m leaving. I think I´ll be back at sunday...
So tomorrow I´ll go to our capital - since we´re Swedens front, I´ll go to the back. But I doubt I´t can be worse than it is here...
I can´t deal with everything right now, I need a long weekend away from this place. I´ve changed my hair, it wasn´t enough - so I´m leaving. I think I´ll be back at sunday...
Bring me to break down!
Break me or fuck me. Please just help me get over you.
If I told you I loved you
But I´m doing alright without you - I´d be a lie
But I could try
I´d run a thousen miles believe me
You´re the only one I want to bring me to break down
Yay, lets break down!
If I could for just one night to be with you
And make it right
What we where and what we are
Is hidden in the scars
If I got broken I could build myself up, without you in my mind. But right now I can´t, because I´m not over you. Please just break me down! Please just help me become myself again!
If I told you I loved you
But I´m doing alright without you - I´d be a lie
But I could try
I´d run a thousen miles believe me
You´re the only one I want to bring me to break down
Yay, lets break down!
If I could for just one night to be with you
And make it right
What we where and what we are
Is hidden in the scars
If I got broken I could build myself up, without you in my mind. But right now I can´t, because I´m not over you. Please just break me down! Please just help me become myself again!
Flush forward please?
What have I´ve become? Do I want people to feel sorry for me?! No! I want to be that strong girl that I ones were! The one who everybody could lean on, and trust. The best friend who were always strong and happy. But what am I now? - Just the one I don´t want to be!
I want to have another life, like every actor does, so I can escape when theese feelings takes me over!
Or even better, I want to move! Start all over, from the scratch! Descover a new place, new people and another me! I want to grow up, and move to NewYork, I want my life to flush a little forward. I want another chance, because I can´t find my way back out from this one!
Something is different this time and I don´t know what it is! I´ve become the desperate girl that I promised myself I would never be! I do things that makes me weak, things that I can´t control. I really am sorry for doing all this, it´s not your fault, I just lost myself somewere in your love. And because that love doesn´t exist anymore - my mind doesn´t either.
I want to have another life, like every actor does, so I can escape when theese feelings takes me over!
Or even better, I want to move! Start all over, from the scratch! Descover a new place, new people and another me! I want to grow up, and move to NewYork, I want my life to flush a little forward. I want another chance, because I can´t find my way back out from this one!
Something is different this time and I don´t know what it is! I´ve become the desperate girl that I promised myself I would never be! I do things that makes me weak, things that I can´t control. I really am sorry for doing all this, it´s not your fault, I just lost myself somewere in your love. And because that love doesn´t exist anymore - my mind doesn´t either.
I want you so much more than I should!
I´ve fumbled in the dark, but I saw the light in you. And before you I pretend, and conceal my tears. With you I grow smaller, like the fellow in the box. I refuse to realize, you always lets me down. I dig my own grave for you, I´m a soldier for you.
One last time..
I thought I could let this all go away .. I thought I´d found my strength again. Because I ones had it, I remember when I saw theese things as a piece of cake. But now..? I was on my way, I havn´t been thinking about you at all for two weeks. But tonight, I don´t know what happend. I just had to see you, I got this feeling that I was falling, and I didn´t knew if I would be able to stop it before I´d hit the ground. It took two best friends and one kick, before I could make my way home. I don´t know what´s wrong with me, I´ve thrown up, cryed and screamed. It feels like I have a hole in my stomach, and I can´t repair it. I don´t know why now, why at all. I just know that something´s missing. You have a life, and I don´t want to destroy that, but right now, mine is up-side-down. You meen more to me right now then I do to you. I can´t help it. I just need you, one last time.
..the next day you were gone
Our love couldn't have been any better
Each day I seemed to love you more
Nothing was going to break us apart
The truth couldn't have been any further
From what I thought was reality
Now I've been left with a broken heart
I don't know if it's right or wrong
Somehow I'm weak and strong
Find myself on the run
But where do I belong?
It's hard to believe that one day you're here
The next you are gone
It's not that clear for me to see
Why you had to leave
I just can't believe that one day you're here
The next you are gone
It's not that clear for me to see
Why you had to leave
Rewind back to the time when you held me
The air is calm, the stars are bright
Nothing in this world can take you from me
A great day
I woke up, froose my as of on my way to school and went home after an hour there. But it´s a great day! I know you read this, and I know that you think I don´t have anything to say thank you for, but I have.
You have given me the opportunity to take another step, towards my goal. I know what I aim for, and this will help me get there. It may be a small one, but it really is a step. You helped me make it, and that I´ll say thank you for.
The best thing about this day is, that it´s not over. I´ll meet my freinds tonight, and even thought it´s cold as hell outside, I´m warm inside. Thank you for this day!
You have given me the opportunity to take another step, towards my goal. I know what I aim for, and this will help me get there. It may be a small one, but it really is a step. You helped me make it, and that I´ll say thank you for.
The best thing about this day is, that it´s not over. I´ll meet my freinds tonight, and even thought it´s cold as hell outside, I´m warm inside. Thank you for this day!
Never again
Now, it´s over. For real, nothing happend so now - I´m over you. I´m not going to waste more time on you. We´re now an ended chapter. It´s never going to be something between you and me again, I´m done with you.
Until tomorrow night
One last time. This is your last chance. Think about it, now or never. Take it or leave it.
The one I really want
S is for the simple need.
E is for the ecstasy.
X is just to mark the spot,
´cause that's the one you really want.
Sex is always the answer, it's never a question,
Not just a suggestion, if you ask the question,
Then it's always yes.
E is for the ecstasy.
X is just to mark the spot,
´cause that's the one you really want.
Sex is always the answer, it's never a question,
Not just a suggestion, if you ask the question,
Then it's always yes.
I miss how it feels when we touch
I sit around wasting my time
On a bed that's too big for me now
Ooohh, I miss how it feels when we touch
The little things hurt so much....
I can't go on
Cause now, you're not, where I want you to be
I sound like a broken record, and I hate it. I´m sorry, I really am!
In my dreams, I some how find you and I collide. I´m to close behind.
Sorry ...
I know you´ll read this, so I just wanted to say I´m sorry..
I admit that I´m just .. sad. Sad becuse you left me when I like you as much as I did.
But that doesn´t give me the permission to do what I did yesterday. I´m sorry for being such a bitch. My only explanation is that I was sad. I am sorry.
I admit that I´m just .. sad. Sad becuse you left me when I like you as much as I did.
But that doesn´t give me the permission to do what I did yesterday. I´m sorry for being such a bitch. My only explanation is that I was sad. I am sorry.
Set me free
I keep staring at my phone, I keep hoping and I´m still waiting. But for what? For someone who isn´t in love with me anymore, someone who´s to young, to immature and to wrong! That´s not making any sense.. I don´t know why Í keep doing this, I have a reason, but I can´t explane it. I´m in love with you, but i have absolutly no idea why! I want to go one, leave you behind. Beacuse you´re not worth this. You did what you had to, when you saw were it was going, you did the right thing. But it was to late ... You should have been sure before you desided to hurt me. Beacuse that´s what you did. Hurt me.
This text isn´t about me, being mad. It´s about me, moving on. That´s what I´ll try to do, I´m moving on!
But..
..If only you, would know me better
If only you would see me better
Set me free, before you press delete
If only you
could see that I'm burning
if only you
would know how I'm hurting
This text isn´t about me, being mad. It´s about me, moving on. That´s what I´ll try to do, I´m moving on!
But..
..If only you, would know me better
If only you would see me better
Set me free, before you press delete
If only you
could see that I'm burning
if only you
would know how I'm hurting
You destroyed me
I don´t want this! But I can´t help it, I´m really trying here! Trying not to call you, trying not to break apart. I don´t know what happend, but right now I want you! I´ve desided to move on, and I will. But right know, it´s hard.
I can´t believe how I could let this happen! How stupid was I?! I was stronger then this, this isn´t me!
You destroyed me!
It's always times like these
When I think of you
And I wonder
If you ever
Think of me
I can´t believe how I could let this happen! How stupid was I?! I was stronger then this, this isn´t me!
You destroyed me!
It's always times like these
When I think of you
And I wonder
If you ever
Think of me
