"Winning isn´t everything, it´s the only thing..."

..cause´ what if I don´t?
What do I have if I lose the one, the only, dream I´ve ever had?
It´s everything I´ve ever worked for. What if I wake up one day and realize the change passed me by?
I can make one wrong decision, and lose it all.
I try to act confident, but sometimes I start thinking about it. It´s a long shot, but I need to make it. It´s everything I want!


S, is for the simple need.....

I want drama, fireworks, trouble, danger and forbidden relationships. I want that intense, fierce and bad secret, that just spices it all up! Any ideas?


An inspiration

This song..! It makes me HAPPY!
It´s an inspiration so be just how you are and love yourself! Everybody´s unique, but noone´s perfect.


Used to be so easy

Used to be so easy to give my heart away.
But I found out the hard way,
there's a price you have to pay.
I found out that love was no friend of mine.

Used to be so easy to fall in love again.
But I found out the hard way,
it's a road that leads to pain.
I found that love was more than just a game.
You're playin' to win, but you lose just the same.

Heaven help me

If I stand still and don´t move, I can´t fall.
But if I don´t walk, I can´t move forward.

Nothing left to remind me...

How could you just walk away from me,
when all I could do was watch you leave
Cos we've shared the laughter and the pain and even shared the tears
You're the only one who really knew me at all

So take a look at me now, cos there's just an empty space
And there's nothing left here to remind me,
just the memory of your face
And you coming back to me is against the odds and that's what I've got to face.

There's so much I need to say to you,
so many reasons why.

A goodbye

You made me feel, like I was the only one in the world.
I want you back.. but it´s impossible.
It sounds stupid, but it hasn´t been any sunshine since he went away.

Someone give me back the smile I used to have.

He´s gone forever, and there´s nothing I can do about that. I know I should learn to go on, but it´s still hard. I have a million reasons to be happy right now, but nothing can make me smile like I did when I was with you. I don´t know what I need, because everything I do makes me think about you and I compaire everyone to you. But there has to be something that can make me truelly happy again! I have a dream, and by now it´s even bigger. For a year I have tryed to just get over the sorrow and remember your love, but I still can´t do it! Maby it takes that I start living a whole other life, in another place where some times of the hour don´t remind me of you. I want to remember you, but it hurts me to much.

Catch me when I fall, anyone?

Our love is like a song, I can´t forget it
We where ones so strong
I woun´t forget, please don´t forget
Our love is like a song, but you woun´t sing along.

When I allow myself to feel, it hits me - I remember everything. Your hands, the way so smelled and the way your skin feelt, I remember it all. When I remember this, it feels unreal, it feels like you´ve never left, I can´t understand that you´re gone. It´s almost a year ago, but still sometimes I can´t understand that you are really gone.
This is the reason I don´t want to talk about it, and avoid to even think about it. It feels like a hammers hitting my heart.

What´s heaven?

My life in rear-view, I get quiet and secretive
you´re gone forever
just the eco from your steps
I leave them behind, and slam the door

I´ve been there, it´s dangerous

Love is a battlefield, so drop all your weapons and start live your life!

Happy birthday love

A summer past us bay. A summer without you. A year ago you where here, by my side. I loved you like I had never loved anyone before. You gave me something I can´t explane in words. But now, we celebrate your 18th birthday, without you. Maby you can see us, maby you where there, I don´t know. But wherever you are now, we remember you and keep loving you, just because of who you where <3
Now´s the winter here again. But I´ve learned that the summer will always come back. Time has healed my scars, but I still miss you love.


It´s worth it

A life worth living for
A dream worth waiting for
A happyness worth feeling
A feeling worth be happy for

A night, that was worth it


Like a rose

Laid behind the stone
You lived to die
Redjected and alone
Like a rose, trambled on the ground
You took the fall
And thought of me, above all

I miss you


I`m on top

I knew I could do this! I knew it!
I know you say you´r not the one to thank, but the fact is, the past three years I havn´t been able to take it this far! You´ve been my teacher for three months now and suddenly, I´m on the top! So believe me, you must have done something good. And really - Thank you for doing that! 

All I want is the wind in my hair, face the fear but now feel scared

I have nothing to complane about at the moment. Nothing that brings me down. I feel great!
Thank you for that, my beautiful friends!



Back to the real me

I used to be the kind of girl
Who never let you look inside
I´d smile when I was grying
Nothing but a lot to lose
Thought I had a lot to prove
In my life there´s no denying
Goodbye to all my yesterdays
Goodbye so long, I´m on my way
I´ve had enough of crying
Bleeding, sweting, dying
Hear me when I say
I´m gonna live my life everyday

I had it..

..that special thing that some people call it. I usely say I don´t need it, or not even want it. But sometimes.. like right now, I do. I see couples wherever I go. Everyone got someone. But what do I have? I hole bunch of friends, but tonight not even that.. Right now it feels like everyone´s got someone, friend or lover, exept me.
I had a love, he loved me just as much as I loved him. We didn´t really got that clasical bad breakup. We wheren´t enemies, we where good and I always loved him. And I know that even after what happend, he loved me just as much or maby even more..! We didn´t really broke up. He died.

Only the good die young, you found a way through, you flyed to close to the sun.




One by one
Only the Good die young
They're only flying too close to the sun
And life goes on -
Without you...

Another Tricky Situation
I get to drownin' in the Blues
And I find myself thinkin'
Well - what would you do?

Yes! - it was such an operation
Forever paying every due
Hell, you made a sensation
You found a way through

One by one
Only the Good die young
They're only flyin' too close to the sun
We'll remember -
Forever...

And now the party must be over
I guess we'll never understand
The sense of your leaving
Was in the way it was planned...

So we grace another table
And raise our glasses one more time
There's a face at the window
And i aint never, never saying goodbye...

One by one
Only the Good die young
They're only flyin' too close to the sun
Cryin' for nothing
Cryin' for no-one
No-one but you


One real love per life?

"Only the good die young"

Someone said in a movie: "Now I realize, he already knew his destiny and what was going to happen. Maby I was his miracle. Maby God sent me to him to make the last months of his life a little better. Maby I was suppose to give love and a great last time. Maby this was meant to be, just like this. Maby God planed it all and gave me an experience and something to feel great about. Because I know what I meant to him. I know what I gave and how much that meant. Maby God had a plan, for both of us?"

But that doesn´t meen this feels any better. Or at least it didn´t.. Today I´m fine, but back than it was hard. I couldn´t see what good would come out of it. Maby it´s like everybody says "time heals everything." I´m heald, but I still miss you. I do know what it meant. But I still don´t know what I was suppose to learn. Did God wanted me to realize that real love do exist, or does it meen that love existed? I had it, now I´ll live my life without it? I´ve had my love, and it was great, but now he´s gone?

Can you still feel me?

I havn´t forgot about you. I just never talk about what happend. What´s the use? It´s over, you´r gone. You´ll never come back and I´ll never see your beautiful face again. I miss you, I sure do. But what´s the use? I think about you, somethimes much, but I never talk about you. When someone seldome asks, I change the subject. You where my love, and we could have been more than that, but you died.
If you´r still up there and are watching over me, I don´t have to do anything else than forever love you. And I´ll do. But no one´ll ever know. It´s just you and me - forever.
I thought it would be harder by now. But it feels okey. I can´t emagine how it would be if you were still here, maby we would still be a couple, or maby just friends. Or nothing at all?
But it doesn´t matter, you´ll never come back to me, you´re in a, perhaps, better place. I´ll live my life to the end and make the best of it that I can, for you. And then, I´ll come to you.
Meanwhile, I´ll just keep you in my heart, and remember your love.

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