Heaven help me

If I stand still and don´t move, I can´t fall.
But if I don´t walk, I can´t move forward.

Nothing left to remind me...

How could you just walk away from me,
when all I could do was watch you leave
Cos we've shared the laughter and the pain and even shared the tears
You're the only one who really knew me at all

So take a look at me now, cos there's just an empty space
And there's nothing left here to remind me,
just the memory of your face
And you coming back to me is against the odds and that's what I've got to face.

There's so much I need to say to you,
so many reasons why.

A goodbye

You made me feel, like I was the only one in the world.
I want you back.. but it´s impossible.
It sounds stupid, but it hasn´t been any sunshine since he went away.

Someone give me back the smile I used to have.

He´s gone forever, and there´s nothing I can do about that. I know I should learn to go on, but it´s still hard. I have a million reasons to be happy right now, but nothing can make me smile like I did when I was with you. I don´t know what I need, because everything I do makes me think about you and I compaire everyone to you. But there has to be something that can make me truelly happy again! I have a dream, and by now it´s even bigger. For a year I have tryed to just get over the sorrow and remember your love, but I still can´t do it! Maby it takes that I start living a whole other life, in another place where some times of the hour don´t remind me of you. I want to remember you, but it hurts me to much.

Catch me when I fall, anyone?

Our love is like a song, I can´t forget it
We where ones so strong
I woun´t forget, please don´t forget
Our love is like a song, but you woun´t sing along.

When I allow myself to feel, it hits me - I remember everything. Your hands, the way so smelled and the way your skin feelt, I remember it all. When I remember this, it feels unreal, it feels like you´ve never left, I can´t understand that you´re gone. It´s almost a year ago, but still sometimes I can´t understand that you are really gone.
This is the reason I don´t want to talk about it, and avoid to even think about it. It feels like a hammers hitting my heart.

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