With me, forever
I know this is what you wanted, and there was nothing I could do about it. But I still wish I would have told you some things and I wish I would have had more time together with you. You are the love of my life, and I will never forget you! You will live with me forever and I will hold on to the love you gave me.
I saw you today... Dead. See you without your soul, maked me realize... If you look like that without your soul, that must meen your soul´s damn beautiful! If it could make your body look like it did when you were alive, that just must meen, that it was really beautiful!!
You were the love of my life and you will always be!
Thank you for everything, what can I say, I love you!
*mfff*<3
Like a rose
I hear you whisper in my ear
All of the words I long to hear
Of how you'll always be
Here next to me
To wipe away my tears
I can´t do this right now
On my bed so cold at night
I miss you more each day
only you can make it right
no I'm not too proud to say
All I know is I'm lost without you
I'm not gonna lie
how am I gonna be strong without you
I need you by my side
I keep trying to find my way
and all I know is I'm lost without you
I keep trying to face the day
I'm lost without you
If I could only hold you now
make the pain just go away
can't stop the tears from running down my face
Appreciate everything
You told me you were´nt good enough, but you were so wrong! You were so wonderful and you were everything for me!
"You're it - You're the ultimate
It's automatic. I'm sure of it
No lie
So don't even try. To tell me that you're not the guy
Cuz I've been waiting all my life. For someone just like you
But you're it. You're the ultimate, you
You're the kind of guy who's hands and mind send shivers up and down my spine
You took my heart and put it back together again."
I´ve leet myself out there, and opened my up heart into a real relationship. Now can I see the consequences... I don´t believe that love means "happely ever after." From now one, i´ll stand stady by myself and live every moment like it´ll be my last. Cause that´s what i´ve learn... Appreciate everything you have, and take care of the ones you love.
Meet me half way
Love of my love
I´ve always been afraid of death because I don´t know what it is... I can´t se myself, flying around as a spirit, watching over my friends ans family, when I die. But yet, that´s what I hope you´ll do. I hope that you will watch over me and see me in everything I do! I will never forget you and all you gave me, you will forever be with me and I will always love you for what you were to me. I will remember everything we had and all we gave to each other. You were the love of my life, and I know now that I was yours... I don´t say I love you because of this situation, I say it because it´s true!
I love you
*mfff*<3
The lose will forever be with us
We are so despaired, and we want you back!! This isn´t fair!
You were so wonderful and that can so many pepole prove, why couldn´t you just see that your self!?
I miss you, and I hope you can see us now... Because we nead to give you our thoughts and we want you to really know, how much we love you!!
You were so special, and this damage will take its time to heal... But the lose will forever be with us.
When should I let go?
I don´t know what i´m suppose to feel..! How fast shall I move on and let go..?
Even if I say that I´ve moved on in about a year, I will always carry the love we had. And I will never forget what you gave me, my love for you will never die!!
I will continue to love you, for as long as I live. Because you changed me, and you were wonderful to me! You were the love of my life and now I know that I was yours..!
I will love you
But I want you to know that I loved you, every day. And I will keep doing that for as long as the time allows me to!! To me, you are special and I was so in love with you, I hope you know that! <3
I want to see you, See you when you shine like the sun
La Belle et le Bad boy
I wish you´ll come back!
Sometimes I´m ok
How I Could Live Without You
But You Changed
Everything That I Knew
As Time Went On
All The Bad Feelings Were Gone
They Say When Your In Love
You Know
Every Day, Every Night
Your In My Mind
I Can't Deny
I Close My Eyes To Think Of You My Love
Sometimes I feel okey, sometimes I don´t.. Sometimes my stomach hurts, sometimes my head hurts, sometimes my eyes hurts, but my heart hurts, all the time!
My head is empty because of all my thoughts and my eyes stings because of all the tears.
A weak
The emptyness and the loss is taking over where the fear was yestarday. I miss to not have the possibility to call you now when I´ve finaly let go of my ihnibitions, that made me not call you. I have realized somethings and learn so much more:
- I still love you and if you wake up, i will never let you go again!
- Take every day for what it is, hold on to the ones you know you love, and forgett the thought "No it´s his turn to call me!"
A baby be born, an old man die, that´s natural... But I can´t understand the meaning with a young man die. And because I don´t see that reason, it makes me still believe that the destiny can change! If many people gives their love at the same time, that can bring life back to earth. ...That´s way, I´ll go to church tomorrow.
Moving a mountain, just by believe
All ther is for me to do, is wait and hope. They say, the last thing that leaves the human, is his hope. I think that´s right... So, I hope, I believe and I pray. And of the record: I cry, a lot.
Carpe diem
Completely incomplete
Letting go of all I've held onto
I'm hanging by a moment here with you
How am I going to say, I love you?
Can we just start all over again and pretend like nothing has happend? Do you still wants my friendship or did you really meant what you said? These past days have maked me realise that everything can desapire, without a warning, any second. Even if you think you are holding it steady in you own hands, it can slip through your fingers, right in front of your eyes. I have definitely learned to enjoy every moment, and live right now and here. I see conflicts as a waste of time.
Love, and take care of each other, and forget everything that are unnecessary fights. Solve them, while you still can!
I miss you, just wake up.
Tabula rasa (-Oskrivet blad)
The unknown
I wounder, what does it take for a life to shatter? I realize that depends on what type of person you are, but I think, that everyone has one special point that only can be found and pushed by someone you love. The things that are really sensitive for you, are the ones, that only the ones you love the most, can find. I know mine... It´s the unknown. For example death. I am afraid of death because I don´t know that it is... "Death is only the begining" someone ones said in a move. But that is exactly what i´m afraid of, because I see death as something bad, and that must mean that what happens after life, is dark and bad. So death is the begining of a dark unknown emptiness.
So, what does it take for you to wanting to come there? Besides the natural death like age ore illness..? My quiestion is: What does it take, for a person to hate life so much that he actually wants to die?
My life hasn´t always been easy, but I´ve never considered suicide. Does that mean that my special point hasn´t been pushed yet, ore does it just meen that i´m to affraid of death?
Is it brave, ore just weak to commit suicide?
My point: For me to wanting to die, it takes that someone I really love, dies...
My new blog…
I make this blog for 1½ reasons; I want to write my thoughts somewhere and I´ll do it in english i thing best that way... So here´s the thought... I´ll make a second blog so you can read what you can´t see. If you now me, this blog might give you a second apinion about me.
So welcome into my thoughts :)
