Nathalie Winters -

...and I like it

For now, I change track. For a month, i´ll just have fun!!

I´m gonna give you what you like
Shawty wanna ride
I ain´t gonna play you
I just wanna have some fun
You know I´m the one
I´m full of love, full of passion
Stop asking
Stop thinking

I am not allowed to, and I won´t do anything (I promise.)

But yet, the forbidden is so much more exciting!
(He wakes the devil inside of me, and I like it!)

2010-07-30 @ 23:57:50 Permalink Allmänt Kommentarer (0) Trackbacks ()

Friendship

28 July - six months

I´ve had so much fun these past few days, but I still wish that I could tell it all to you. Sometimes, my wall breaks and I can´t fight the tears. When that happend a few days ago, there were people there who stood by me. Thank you for that! I am usually pretty strong and I´ve learned how to push the wall so it wount break to often. But then it does, it gets bad. I try to hide it as much as I can, but you should know that it helps, a lot, when you all stand there by my side. You are always there for me and I feel your support!
We have been through this together and we support eatch other, and that is friendship!

Pride's like a knife it can cut deep inside
My world was shattered I was torn apart
Like someone took a knife and drove it deep in my heart
You walked out that door I swore that I didn't care
But I lost everything darling then and there
Too strong to tell you I was sorry
Too proud to tell you I was wrong

2010-07-30 @ 00:56:41 Permalink Allmänt Kommentarer (0) Trackbacks ()

New people

I don´t know who I´m trying to kide. Why can´t I just let it all out and show the side of myself the one person really loved? Simple, that´s a side that belongs to that someone. But anyway... The things that were hard to talk about, was you. The things that are going on right now, thoose are the fun ones. I like or I could say love, what´s going on with me right now. You where the special one, and you will always be, but I love my life more than your memory. I will always love you and remember you, but I will get my feet back on the ground. And for the first time I can say that I have meet pepole who I know, can help me with that!

2010-07-24 @ 02:23:55 Permalink Allmänt Kommentarer (0) Trackbacks ()

Here it goes again?

When something is wrong, the worst thing about it is the feeling you get, just before the storm breaks out. I´ve had that feeling a couple of times before. And I can just tell - here it goes again.

2010-07-16 @ 23:05:34 Permalink Allmänt Kommentarer (0) Trackbacks ()

I wonder if I ever cross your mind, for me it happens all the time

Picture perfect memories,
Scattered all around the floor.
Reaching for the phone cause, I can’t fight it any more.
And I wonder if I ever cross your mind.
For me it happens all the time.

It’s a quarter after one, I’m all alone and I need you now.
Said I wouldn’t come but I lost all control and I need you now.
And I don’t know how I can do without, I just need you now.

Another shot of whiskey, can’t stop looking at the door.
Wishing you’d come sweeping in the way you did before.
And I wonder if I ever cross your mind.
For me it happens all the time.

It’s a quarter after one, I’m a little drunk,
And I need you now.
Said I wouldn’t call but I lost all control and I need you now.
And I don’t know how I can do without, I just need you now.

Yes I’d rather hurt than feel nothing at all.
It’s a quarter after one, I’m all alone and I need you now.
And I said I wouldn’t call but I’m a little drunk and I need you now.
And I don’t know how I can do without, I just need you now.
I just need you now.
Oh baby I need you now.

2010-07-15 @ 17:46:59 Permalink Allmänt Kommentarer (0) Trackbacks ()

It´s my dream

What do you need, to be happy?
If you have something that you want, that you think would make you the happiest person in the whole world, and then you look at someone who´s got that, that person may not be as happy as you think he or she should. You always want what you don´t have and even if you get it, you´ll find something else you want. People can never settle, never be happy and appriciate what they have. They always want something more, something they don´t have. And that may be the meaning of life - to fight for the things you want.
I appreciate a lot of things that I have, but of course there are a million things I want that I don´t have!
But there is one thing. One thing that I am willing to fight for and take risks for. Something I dream about and are longing for. One thing that will make me keep going and beliving in myself. One thing that´s depending on me and what choices I make, one thing that I don´t need someone else to help me make it all real. One thing that I will have as my sight, and I am ready to fight for that, until I get it. It´s my dream.. And I know I will get there one day! You´ll see

2010-07-02 @ 16:27:10 Permalink Allmänt Kommentarer (0) Trackbacks ()