I´ve said so much, just to protect my real feeings! It has been easier to write, about how my whole heart was taken away, with you. It was easier to convince myself of, that was the truth. It was easier to pretend that I was someone without serious feelings. That IS easier than face the truth. You are no longer here, I can´t escape that fact anymore. But for the time I´ve escapet the truth, I have found a new one. A better truth, than the one about you, beeing gone. You where an amazing love, but you went away and I can´t live in your memory any more.
I have found someone who has been there all of the time and who I know will stay in my life, even if we break up. You didn´t.
I will always remember you, but I will go one. Because I deserve to be happy!
I love you

My heart is closed
It stays alive  By chasing a ghost
All of the times  I held you close to me
What if I´d know  How short it would be
All the love that you left behind
Keeps on livin´ inside my mind

Baby, I guess it´s time to let you go
Though deep inside this feeling grows
That so much was left unsaid
Left undone but now instead
Time has come to let you go

Another year  Another start
I´m not alone
Still lonely at heart
As time goes by
I´m sure I´ll find a way
To keep the tears  A heartbeat away
All the questions you left behind
Keeps repeating inside my mind

The things that made me love you so
Your smile, your tears
That´s what I fear