I´ve been in love ones. It was wonderful. I´ve never been so happy for anything in my entire life, but I have never been so hurt ether. I would love to feel that wonderful feeling again, but I don´t want to risk to be hurt like that again. So I woun´t. I´ve been in love ones, that´s enough - never again.
I got hurt, I became weak and vulnerable. I don´t want to be like that.
He died, and my will of love with him.