Back to the real me
I used to be the kind of girl
Who never let you look inside
I´d smile when I was grying
Nothing but a lot to lose
Thought I had a lot to prove
In my life there´s no denying
Goodbye to all my yesterdays
Goodbye so long, I´m on my way
I´ve had enough of crying
Bleeding, sweting, dying
Hear me when I say
I´m gonna live my life everyday
Who never let you look inside
I´d smile when I was grying
Nothing but a lot to lose
Thought I had a lot to prove
In my life there´s no denying
Goodbye to all my yesterdays
Goodbye so long, I´m on my way
I´ve had enough of crying
Bleeding, sweting, dying
Hear me when I say
I´m gonna live my life everyday
I had it..
..that special thing that some people call it. I usely say I don´t need it, or not even want it. But sometimes.. like right now, I do. I see couples wherever I go. Everyone got someone. But what do I have? I hole bunch of friends, but tonight not even that.. Right now it feels like everyone´s got someone, friend or lover, exept me.
I had a love, he loved me just as much as I loved him. We didn´t really got that clasical bad breakup. We wheren´t enemies, we where good and I always loved him. And I know that even after what happend, he loved me just as much or maby even more..! We didn´t really broke up. He died.
I had a love, he loved me just as much as I loved him. We didn´t really got that clasical bad breakup. We wheren´t enemies, we where good and I always loved him. And I know that even after what happend, he loved me just as much or maby even more..! We didn´t really broke up. He died.
Only the good die young, you found a way through, you flyed to close to the sun.
One by one
Only the Good die young
They're only flying too close to the sun
And life goes on -
Without you...
Another Tricky Situation
I get to drownin' in the Blues
And I find myself thinkin'
Well - what would you do?
Yes! - it was such an operation
Forever paying every due
Hell, you made a sensation
You found a way through
One by one
Only the Good die young
They're only flyin' too close to the sun
We'll remember -
Forever...
And now the party must be over
I guess we'll never understand
The sense of your leaving
Was in the way it was planned...
So we grace another table
And raise our glasses one more time
There's a face at the window
And i aint never, never saying goodbye...
One by one
Only the Good die young
They're only flyin' too close to the sun
Cryin' for nothing
Cryin' for no-one
No-one but you
One real love per life?
"Only the good die young"
Someone said in a movie: "Now I realize, he already knew his destiny and what was going to happen. Maby I was his miracle. Maby God sent me to him to make the last months of his life a little better. Maby I was suppose to give love and a great last time. Maby this was meant to be, just like this. Maby God planed it all and gave me an experience and something to feel great about. Because I know what I meant to him. I know what I gave and how much that meant. Maby God had a plan, for both of us?"
But that doesn´t meen this feels any better. Or at least it didn´t.. Today I´m fine, but back than it was hard. I couldn´t see what good would come out of it. Maby it´s like everybody says "time heals everything." I´m heald, but I still miss you. I do know what it meant. But I still don´t know what I was suppose to learn. Did God wanted me to realize that real love do exist, or does it meen that love existed? I had it, now I´ll live my life without it? I´ve had my love, and it was great, but now he´s gone?
Someone said in a movie: "Now I realize, he already knew his destiny and what was going to happen. Maby I was his miracle. Maby God sent me to him to make the last months of his life a little better. Maby I was suppose to give love and a great last time. Maby this was meant to be, just like this. Maby God planed it all and gave me an experience and something to feel great about. Because I know what I meant to him. I know what I gave and how much that meant. Maby God had a plan, for both of us?"
But that doesn´t meen this feels any better. Or at least it didn´t.. Today I´m fine, but back than it was hard. I couldn´t see what good would come out of it. Maby it´s like everybody says "time heals everything." I´m heald, but I still miss you. I do know what it meant. But I still don´t know what I was suppose to learn. Did God wanted me to realize that real love do exist, or does it meen that love existed? I had it, now I´ll live my life without it? I´ve had my love, and it was great, but now he´s gone?
Can you still feel me?
I havn´t forgot about you. I just never talk about what happend. What´s the use? It´s over, you´r gone. You´ll never come back and I´ll never see your beautiful face again. I miss you, I sure do. But what´s the use? I think about you, somethimes much, but I never talk about you. When someone seldome asks, I change the subject. You where my love, and we could have been more than that, but you died.
If you´r still up there and are watching over me, I don´t have to do anything else than forever love you. And I´ll do. But no one´ll ever know. It´s just you and me - forever.
I thought it would be harder by now. But it feels okey. I can´t emagine how it would be if you were still here, maby we would still be a couple, or maby just friends. Or nothing at all?
But it doesn´t matter, you´ll never come back to me, you´re in a, perhaps, better place. I´ll live my life to the end and make the best of it that I can, for you. And then, I´ll come to you.
Meanwhile, I´ll just keep you in my heart, and remember your love.
If you´r still up there and are watching over me, I don´t have to do anything else than forever love you. And I´ll do. But no one´ll ever know. It´s just you and me - forever.
I thought it would be harder by now. But it feels okey. I can´t emagine how it would be if you were still here, maby we would still be a couple, or maby just friends. Or nothing at all?
But it doesn´t matter, you´ll never come back to me, you´re in a, perhaps, better place. I´ll live my life to the end and make the best of it that I can, for you. And then, I´ll come to you.
Meanwhile, I´ll just keep you in my heart, and remember your love.
The dream
The past will always me the past
But my future will always be my dreams
The dreams that I aim for and lean on
I want my dreams to become real, I want them to one day be my life
I want resault for the work I´m doing
But I don´t know if I will get there, how do I know I´m strong enough?
How do I know I´ll have what it takes to make it real?
I want it and I´ll fight for it!
I just wish I could get more than one chance to succeed...
It´s the dream
It´s everything I want out of my life
What if I´ll fail?
Bad girl?
There´s a difference between a dream and a fantasy. A dream´s something that you fight to make real, but a fantasy is just a fantasy that stays in your head. It´s a very small chance it´ll become reallity, but the knowing of that it could, makes at least me very jittery.
I have a very typical fantasy, it´s a very small chance it´ll come true, but it makes me very jittery.
I have a very typical fantasy, it´s a very small chance it´ll come true, but it makes me very jittery.
A friend of mine
I have no other feelings for him than "friendly" ones, but I´ll say - he´s the best guy - every category!
Now he´s got a girl. No hard feelings, but something bothers me. She hasn´t done anything wrong to me, she is cute and I´m sure she´s nice, but why you? I don´t know If you understand this´s about you, but you are really the best! If you are happy with her, I´m happy for you.
But some how, It´s hard to accept. I don´t know her like you do, so I´ll have to trust you.
But just so you know, you deserve the best you can get. If she is that one, congratz man <3
Now he´s got a girl. No hard feelings, but something bothers me. She hasn´t done anything wrong to me, she is cute and I´m sure she´s nice, but why you? I don´t know If you understand this´s about you, but you are really the best! If you are happy with her, I´m happy for you.
But some how, It´s hard to accept. I don´t know her like you do, so I´ll have to trust you.
But just so you know, you deserve the best you can get. If she is that one, congratz man <3
You could love me
I am beautiful, I smile all the time, People look after when I pass them.
I´m the best girl you could ever get!
Why don´t you want me? I´m to good for you?
I´m beautiful, You told me I had "That famous it"
If you knew me better, If you meet my friends, you could be a part of my life.
You could have got everything you said you wanted.
You will never find someone who´s better than me. No one´ll be better!
I want you, you should be proud! You should love me! You could love me!
You said you wasn´t in love with me anymore, what happend?
You let me down, I trusted you and you knew that!
You knew that I let myself love you, even thought I didn´t wanted to.
You hurt me so much.
I became her
What does it take for you to miss me? I think about you some times, and I think you know that I do. But what about you? Do you ever think about me, do you miss us or do you just think I hang on to it - to much? Do you ever miss us or do you want me to dissapear entirely out of your life? I want to see you and ask you something, I want to tell you the truth and I want you to understand what this is all about. I don´t know if you realize why I´m doing this.
You are beautiful, I know why I was in love with you and I miss what I thought we had. I never thought I could be like this, I have never been the kind a girl who likes beeing in a relationship... But with you I became her. When I think about you I miss something I feelt for you. Your eyes and the things you told me, I knew it was for real, you would never let me down. But you did .. And now, I want to fight for something I know never will come back. I want to belive it will, but I know I wount. If you read this, please just call me, I need you and like I said, it´ll be for one last time!
Please just call me back. I want you to.I
You are beautiful, I know why I was in love with you and I miss what I thought we had. I never thought I could be like this, I have never been the kind a girl who likes beeing in a relationship... But with you I became her. When I think about you I miss something I feelt for you. Your eyes and the things you told me, I knew it was for real, you would never let me down. But you did .. And now, I want to fight for something I know never will come back. I want to belive it will, but I know I wount. If you read this, please just call me, I need you and like I said, it´ll be for one last time!
Please just call me back. I want you to.I
Can you hear me?
I´ll go to the back
I´m leaving. I need to get away from this town. I just have to!
So tomorrow I´ll go to our capital - since we´re Swedens front, I´ll go to the back. But I doubt I´t can be worse than it is here...
I can´t deal with everything right now, I need a long weekend away from this place. I´ve changed my hair, it wasn´t enough - so I´m leaving. I think I´ll be back at sunday...
So tomorrow I´ll go to our capital - since we´re Swedens front, I´ll go to the back. But I doubt I´t can be worse than it is here...
I can´t deal with everything right now, I need a long weekend away from this place. I´ve changed my hair, it wasn´t enough - so I´m leaving. I think I´ll be back at sunday...
Bring me to break down!
Break me or fuck me. Please just help me get over you.
If I told you I loved you
But I´m doing alright without you - I´d be a lie
But I could try
I´d run a thousen miles believe me
You´re the only one I want to bring me to break down
Yay, lets break down!
If I could for just one night to be with you
And make it right
What we where and what we are
Is hidden in the scars
If I got broken I could build myself up, without you in my mind. But right now I can´t, because I´m not over you. Please just break me down! Please just help me become myself again!
If I told you I loved you
But I´m doing alright without you - I´d be a lie
But I could try
I´d run a thousen miles believe me
You´re the only one I want to bring me to break down
Yay, lets break down!
If I could for just one night to be with you
And make it right
What we where and what we are
Is hidden in the scars
If I got broken I could build myself up, without you in my mind. But right now I can´t, because I´m not over you. Please just break me down! Please just help me become myself again!
Flush forward please?
What have I´ve become? Do I want people to feel sorry for me?! No! I want to be that strong girl that I ones were! The one who everybody could lean on, and trust. The best friend who were always strong and happy. But what am I now? - Just the one I don´t want to be!
I want to have another life, like every actor does, so I can escape when theese feelings takes me over!
Or even better, I want to move! Start all over, from the scratch! Descover a new place, new people and another me! I want to grow up, and move to NewYork, I want my life to flush a little forward. I want another chance, because I can´t find my way back out from this one!
Something is different this time and I don´t know what it is! I´ve become the desperate girl that I promised myself I would never be! I do things that makes me weak, things that I can´t control. I really am sorry for doing all this, it´s not your fault, I just lost myself somewere in your love. And because that love doesn´t exist anymore - my mind doesn´t either.
I want to have another life, like every actor does, so I can escape when theese feelings takes me over!
Or even better, I want to move! Start all over, from the scratch! Descover a new place, new people and another me! I want to grow up, and move to NewYork, I want my life to flush a little forward. I want another chance, because I can´t find my way back out from this one!
Something is different this time and I don´t know what it is! I´ve become the desperate girl that I promised myself I would never be! I do things that makes me weak, things that I can´t control. I really am sorry for doing all this, it´s not your fault, I just lost myself somewere in your love. And because that love doesn´t exist anymore - my mind doesn´t either.
I want you so much more than I should!
I´ve fumbled in the dark, but I saw the light in you. And before you I pretend, and conceal my tears. With you I grow smaller, like the fellow in the box. I refuse to realize, you always lets me down. I dig my own grave for you, I´m a soldier for you.
One last time..
I thought I could let this all go away .. I thought I´d found my strength again. Because I ones had it, I remember when I saw theese things as a piece of cake. But now..? I was on my way, I havn´t been thinking about you at all for two weeks. But tonight, I don´t know what happend. I just had to see you, I got this feeling that I was falling, and I didn´t knew if I would be able to stop it before I´d hit the ground. It took two best friends and one kick, before I could make my way home. I don´t know what´s wrong with me, I´ve thrown up, cryed and screamed. It feels like I have a hole in my stomach, and I can´t repair it. I don´t know why now, why at all. I just know that something´s missing. You have a life, and I don´t want to destroy that, but right now, mine is up-side-down. You meen more to me right now then I do to you. I can´t help it. I just need you, one last time.
..the next day you were gone
Our love couldn't have been any better
Each day I seemed to love you more
Nothing was going to break us apart
The truth couldn't have been any further
From what I thought was reality
Now I've been left with a broken heart
I don't know if it's right or wrong
Somehow I'm weak and strong
Find myself on the run
But where do I belong?
It's hard to believe that one day you're here
The next you are gone
It's not that clear for me to see
Why you had to leave
I just can't believe that one day you're here
The next you are gone
It's not that clear for me to see
Why you had to leave
Rewind back to the time when you held me
The air is calm, the stars are bright
Nothing in this world can take you from me
